Another Weight

We all carry other weights.
A move puts that into dollars and pounds, if not into perspective, if not clear. I moved from the bay to Taxes. The center of US. The edge of the civil war. The place that my father died. This is the center of not much else, yet it is the middle of nowhere. The place is big, but Texans think it bigger, much bigger than it is.
I am collecting my places. The first impression is that cities are big, wide open, unpopulated. This place could be being run by hidden machines, shuttling about between buildings. No one is on the street. Throughout most of the day nothing moves. This empty, open, unpopulated place hums to itself. Gently coming to you, filling all your ear, there is the sound of a machine running, whirring away throughout the entire peopless day.

Someday I’ll have to find that surrounding sound. Capture it. Make it surrender. Make it tell me what it has done to the people. Where has life gone in this big state of Taxes.

To The Burning Ground: It once was my life

Medal Of Honor for Richard Etchberger:

The base was called Texas. The names given to outposts in Laos. Secured by sheer cliffs but only a few days away from north vietnam. An easy march for the North Vietnamese.

As I write this I have just moved to Texas, flat. That is part of the irony of military jargon.

There will be more of these sotries of places that we never were, but about a hundred of us know better. Maps? Anybody still have the false flight maps we used?

War Is Endless. Without Points. A very odd geometry.

We can’t decline heros to zero.

I wonder why we keep calling them radar bases?